I don’t know what is wrong with my lovely little boy lately, but he’s just so teary. I hate it, because I don’t know how to fix it. I keep talking to him and asking him what’s wrong, and I keep getting “I don’t know, I just feel like crying!” It breaks my heart into a thousand pieces every time it happens. He has mentioned that he’s not crazy about me going back to work, but he likes getting to go to his friend Dennis’ house after school, and I think he feels torn about that. If he had his way, he and I would just go hang out with Dennis every day after school, and cut out the pesky work thing.
He’s just a sensitive, loving boy. I know I probably baby him, and maybe I should be a bit harder on him, but he wants nothing more than to be with me all the time, and I want nothing more than to have him with me all the time. I know I’m doing horrible things for his future wife, and for the record, I’m sorry. That being said, I’m probably not going to change. The way I look at it, I only get today, well, today, and today, my baby boy needs to be loved and hugged by his mommy!
I hope this teary phase passes soon. I’m trying to give him extra attention, but I know it’s been doubly hard with the headaches I’ve been having. He did point out yesterday that my headaches started when I started work, and maybe I just wouldn’t be able to work anymore. Alas, we need a bigger house, hopefully one we own, and until we turn husband into a doctor, I’m probably going to have to work…in an office…away from home. Don’t think I’m not working on that little problem daily though!
In the mean time, we’re dolling out extra love and hugs, and tomorrow, I may just stop and get the boy some frozen yogurt at his favorite place on our way home. Anything for my baby!
I leave you with a photo from a walk I hosted today through Meetup.com. Good times were had by all!
